I remember the moment that I realized “I don’t have to do this anymore”
That I didn’t have to suffer anymore…
It was so freeing, I felt so alive for the first time that I could remember.
Elation and joy ran through my veins...
And that free feeling soon turned to freight.
I didn’t know where I was going to or do.
I was leaving behind everything I knew about life and myself.
The transition to starting new was not easy, it was filled with my lowest lows, facing things, beliefs, and truths that I didn’t want to admit…and also some pretty incredible highs…
hope that my life could be filled with the joy and love that I really desired.
The knowing that I would never suffer like that again, that I was stronger than I ever thought, and when I put myself back together again…no one and nothing would stop me.
I have a tattoo on my forearm “And Still I Rise”…people often look at it, and assume and say things like...oh like your life is so hard?
And I know they see me now, happy…joyful, they have no idea of the person that I used to be, of the suffering I have been through…
Mostly because no one knew…
when I was really struggling I didn’t ask for help. I was ashamed, embarrassed and isolated.
Believing that I had to do it all myself (underneath this was really just a belief that I was a burden and didn’t want to ‘bother’ anyone…or I wasn’t worth helping)
And even on my healing journey, most of it has been purely me…me doing all the work all by myself.
I had unprocessed trauma…I better learn how to heal that then.
I had autoimmune disorders…I better learn how to heal those then.
I had issues with my thoughts, I needed to know WHY I had done the things I did, WHY my life was the way it was…, I better learn all about the subconscious mind then.
I had problems trusting my intuition and being in my body....better learn how to do that then….
You get the point.
And really the whole point is that I went through all of this so that you don’t have to.
I have spent years of my life learning and practicing and embodying these teachings so that I could heal myself and thusly heal others.
>>It doesn’t have to take years<<
If you really want to change yourself, and your life, it first takes a decision and then the dedication…and if you don’t know the direction to go, I would be happy to help you on your journey. Send me a message and let’s chat.